mall

so today i went to vc and o-millz. oh yea, got a pair of jeans a sweater. nice......yea i'm still waiting for my 20 bucks enrique. man i'm going to boomers. who's coming with me?? =)

tis cold....ahhh..>.<;

i'm ok now

i'm ok now..hahaha, i mean, i rant every now and then, and sometimes yea i seem a bit ....weird but i'm all right now. i got some time to cool off and i just took a shower so i'm ok. i'm going to eat and watch some tv. fun fun. aww no one's on...=( everyone must be taking their breaks. that's good. and oh congrats to enrique for being the new manager of boomer's. good job. =)

better left unsaid

this week has been hell week..seriously i mean starting with my sister pmsing..geez it just pisses me off so much. i mean do i pms that badly? like i just start putting down everyone and cussing like crazy?? i swear, this woman has been trying to do the most hurtful and meanful things in order to get what she wants. seriously. it's not even funny anymore and i'm starting to hate weeks when my sisters pms...goddamn, i'm sorry, but frankly there is no outlet for me to rid my feelings of my anger, frustration, and sadness, nor is there anyone who i can really talk to about what i feel anyway. they'd just probably say i'm in the wrong and i should just learn to "ignore" it. but how can it be ignored when all they want to do is lash out at you whenever they feel darn well feel like it. sometimes i can't stand being at home and all i long for is to go out with friends because sadly i don't like staying in the house all day with my sister. it's kinda sad. and for those wondering which sister -- who else. god..and if it isn't enough my sister had to blab out who did this..and basically spilling out everything i've told her to shut up about just so she can feel better about herself. i mean honestly, aren't there things better left unsaid?? with what she said, i can feel much better in college knowing my mom's going to worry about me all the time. i can't stand it..and i can't stand the way she treats others. my only strategy...just to be quiet and not say anything that might upset her.

well i'm off..i just hope she cools down cuz if not, i'm just taking a nap and doing other stuff..even though i am a pussy, i'd rather avoid getting hurt by her.

merry xmass everyone

doesn't really feel like christmas since my family's not doing anything special today. lol i guess just enjoying the fact that we can stay home and stuff is good enough. lala, i looove the presents, thanks to all the peeps who got me something. and kim i still gotta find something for you..hehehehehe. =)

anywho, on saturday i went to tin's party and we just ate, talked, played games and basically repeated that cycle throughout. very fun although i could tell that tin was getting a bit sick =(

then on sunday i went to cilla's....ter, suk, em, and kim were there! very fun. all the azns hehehehe. except for tin, lol, he got really sick, poor guy. we went to visit him and cilla was able to drop off her gift for tin. that was fun, hehe, he finally got his iMac too. lucky betch. hahaha ;) very sleek looking and now i want one. hehehehe, yea i just hope he gets better soon. and he didn't get sick cuz of me cuz i have a runny nose and a little cough, but not major like his.

okies enjoy your christmas people! make it count!! =D

ughhhhh

sick..i'm like all ....drowsy and i feel like going to sleep but i can't cuz i can't sleep. so hard to..damn where is the sudafed...T-T lol anywho, christmas is upon us ahh..omg my cousins asked barely asked me and my sisters to go to magic mountain with them but i have a party to go to with friends and i'm like..so congested...ugh i hate this feeling..the feeling of sickness......godd.d..

oh yea got 20 bucks yesterday from my grandma! whoot whoot lol. and watched a couple of movies last night: pirates of the caribbean 2 and the devil wears prada. both movies are really good so i suggest people watch it!!! yea watch it now!! xD anywho i'mma take it easy...

yay

fixed.
finally geez. kept refreshing on me like crazy and didn't give me a chance to update anything =(
anywho, went shopping with my mama..we just bought a few things lala. it was fun to spend time with her i guess. it's cool to see my parents being more laid back now cuz they never really laughed or made any jokes. it's funny to see how they're a bit more cheery.

going to school tomorrow! no -- i mean to high school silly geese! ahaha, yea going to say to all the teachers and hopefully get a packet or photocopy of all the calculus notes from mrs. lee. her notes are gold i'm telling you!! hehehe.

yea i feel a bit sad telling them i took precal..but now i know i'm stronger in the math portion and i am able to take on calculus. i just gotta brush up on formulas and such.

i'm sooo excited about going to see my friends again. hehee i gotta treasure the little moments cuz before i know i'll be back in school...=( lol well i like college too, so it's not all bad. i just miss all the funny and silly stuff my friends would do or say. hehehehehe, good times.

i have a lot to be grateful for..i need to be more mature now and think for myself!! i'll try harder next quarter too. for sure, i know they expect a lot for me and i shall put more effort into everything. plus, i'm going to try and get involved. i have so much i need to do!

yea you can tell after i watched 1 litre of tears (j-drama) i've been more alert to the things around me and i need to realize that not everything lasts forever. hehe...anywho, happy holidays and use this time well to cherish your family and friends!!

bored..mostly

after endless searches, i still have not found the perfect header picture. i'm frustrated. *sigh* anywho, i am very satisfied with my grades. well sorta, but i am happy that i will not have to repeat ANY of them again. which is a relief for me because i kept thinking that i would fail. it's the old me talking once more but i was a really depressed and sad little girl back then. i was looking through all my entries and all i kept worrying about was school. poor me. i didn't take the time to just enjoy everything for once! lol, but i will this time. i love all my friends. hehehehe.

went shopping with my mama yesterday and she bought some food..yum i love food. just listening to some eisley and stuff. back to doing nothing.

this looks so good...damn i want some ice cream now. xP


i wish i could live in an ice cream world. yum yum.

shopping!

is very exhausting -_-;; nonetheless i got to see a lot of people i haven't seen in a while! lol very happy to be back in montclair. hehehe u always seem to bump into each other somewhere. anywho, got most of my christmas shopping done. so i just need one more present and then i shall be done. i have to go onto making cards...blah blah etc..and add more finishing touches to the presents. boooo..but fun. ;)

yay more comments, very happy. lol, keep them rolling. ^^ omg kim's stalking me again, i had a feeling. xD

oh yea that, sorry for the poopy incident!!!! =x

aaaat laaaAAaast

wow good to be home. i guess in some aspects. my sisters are still the same as ever. anywho went shopping with my mom cuz she mainly had to run errands and what not. got some money from my parents and aunt for xmas. time to do some xmas shopping other people with the money i just received. pretty ironic, but it's all good.

anywho, i'm not getting any comments. i'm sad...am i..here?? are ppl reading this?? lol maybe i should just restrict to people i know cuz then i'd end up writing a lot more about other stuff than what i write in public. i'm still thinking about it, i'm in no rush. i was thinking of using wordpress for a while, but i still want to see how much i can edit blogger. i wish i knew more about the coding on here. man i'm a nerd.

man so excited cuz now i get to hang out with friends, chill and NOT have to study. hahahahahaha going to be awesome. i need to make the most of it cuz 3 weeks is not a lot of time!! lol, feeling sleepy, i need to catch up on sleep.

i should

probably pack..
anywho made a new layout on myspace. be sure to check it out. i spent a lot of time on it! yea comment please...or say hi it's all good.
i'm going home soon ahhh so excited. damn i gotta carry all this food back home cuz i still gots like 18 swipes. ridiculous!!!
>.<;;
anywho, going to do some other stuff..like ...stretch. lmao. peace yea whutevaaaa.

done & done!

earth science.
essay.
math.

Yay done!!!!!! So freakin happy. whoo *dances*

whoot.

Finals left..

earth science.
essay.
math.

so much closer to playing the


*sigh*
next order of business: burn all my lecture notes on earth sci!!!!!!

arg

i feel so sad. everyone's finals are like monday and tuesday. aha i feel so unproductive at the moment. wednesday and thursday are when i have my finals..whew, then they'll be all over. i'mma just flush everything i learned this quarter out of my system. especially earth sci! ahhhh. @.@

finals...

ahhh
i've tried to cut all ties with facebook and myspace..so far..i think it's working. i plan on going to bruin cafe later. whoot. i needs something sweet!! :D

last day of classes

wow.
i can't believe it! the end of waking up at 8:00 am is finally over!! omg. saved. xD i survived! ahahaha.

omg today was so hilarious, i got up to brush my teeth and i open the door and find that someone had teepeed the outside of our door. rofl. i woke up cilla and my roommate and told them to look. ahahaha, then i karate chopped with my leg through all the toilet paper. freakin hilarious, then my roommate started asking who had done it. hehehehe, we even found a picture of my roomate with a bunch of hearts around her face. on the side it read, love, your "stockers". lmao, we're planning to get back at them, but don't know how yet. so fun.

anywho, family coming to visit again. arg, now i have to feed them and entertain them. whoopee and listen to the whims of my mother. oh boy..

me and cilla were dancing last night. so random!! ahahahahahaa, omg *tear* i'm looking forward to break!!! time to get my par-tay on!! :D

morning dew

sitting in the library and bored. it turned out that my math t.a. wasn't going to come today! omg. and i need help with some of the homework and what is going to be on for the final. that is so not cool. anywho, people were angry and i guess that didn't really help because he might have a bad evaluation to go with it. lol, no i'm kidding, he was ok, but i thought he'd be a bit more livelier.

anywho, missing family, dreading finals, wanting to go home -- all in one week. for the past week i've been sleeping at 12 am or 1am. it's really bad. i can't handle it because sometimes i'll feel so sluggish and other times energetic with certain people and then feel sluggish again. it's a cycle..

*sigh* i'm just mostly stressed. it'll be over soon. i think i did ok on the lab final. i'm too scared to look up the answers cuz i know i'll just be even more disappointed in my score.

depressed..

darned final..
and a really depressing video skilla sent me..

talk to meee

victor. why..stop calling her. i want her attention. lol........me go cuckooo...stupid paper. arrrg gar gar gar. *mumbles*

wow..111th post. cooooooolz.

dude, give me a break

geeez. i just came back from my cluster t.a. arggg those 10 min appointments do not work. i need at least 15 min to clear up everything. first thing she does is she stares at my paper. i ask her if the thesis is ok, so she goes through the first paragraph. then she says, ok what kind of things did you want to ask me about? i'm thinking: um everything!!! and man, she just says, "be specific" make sure it has "balance". and sure thing. i just nod and keep saying i understand. but that's not enough! sometimes she can be so brief and not specific enough to point out flaws. well she does to a few, but then to an extent she doesn't really suggest much to help me fix my paper. arg...i'm so confused on what to do now. then i keep asking her questions and then she's like, "oh you're cutting into julie's time.." wtf!!! the girl before me cut into my time. no fair man. that's so not cool when i have so much more to ask her. then when you email her she gets all annoyed that people keep sending her email about stupid things that we should already know.

she didn't really clear up anything or maybe i'm just slow. i dunno. sometimes she can be frustrating. i guess i'll have a lot of peer editing and find a tutor to edit my mistakes and make sure i'm on track. but i'm scared because she's going to be grading it and i don't like how she grades at all.

talk about stress...

ROFTLOL!!!

So apparently people like to fart at UCLA. i was picking up a pizza with cilla and we were going back into the dorms. this guy holds the door for us and the guy lets out a big, huge loud fart! dude! wtf. what kind of people let it out when holding the door for you? goddamn. plus he starts boasting about how loud it is. omg..and there's like a bunch of people around. omfg. these people. welcome to the future of ucla. it all starts with farting in public..geez..

Feel like sleeping

yesterday was very enjoyable since i hung out with my cousin for most of the time. we went down to westwood to pick up a few things for christmas and to buy so me other stuff we needed. looked around in some shops and she showed me where a couple of things were located for future reference. basically, i didn't anything done this weekend like i was supposed to, but overall, i could not miss the opportunity of doing something outside of the main campus.

i stayed up til probably 2am working on my paper so that i can show my tutor something i did and see if i am on the right track. i'm halfway done and i unfortunately left my course reader in my room. i was planning to work on it more, but technically i don't have to finish more of it until tomorrow when i have a schedule conference with my ta about my paper.

i suppose i'll just get started on studying for earth science. i'm filled with excitement. anywho, i found out a guy on my floor has the wii! my roommate pouring out the details on how nifty and cool it was to play sports on there. she even told me to befriend him in hopes of trying out the wii. all in all, i think i'll do that. ahahahahaha. man i so can't wait for break. i'm just going to sleep..and hang out with friends if my mom permits me.

please excuse the numerous spelling and grammar errors...i was up late last nite..-_-;;

the wii (the yes)

how long will it be til my friends can actually get their hands on the wii?? this bites, i thought nintendo would be cool and sell a lot more for profit.


anywho, bright and early today. mi familia should be coming..although, they never called or left an email for me. i'm feeling sad now. or maybe cuz i didn't check their email one last time. ah. breakfast at 11:30 am?! i'm starving.

edit: hey i just noticed..the wii's colors matches the layout nicely..

unproductive

so another unproductive saturday..
i think it's worse at school because i have no motivation to get things done whatsoever. arg.
anywho, it's 12 am..people still celebrating and partying. i'm just sleepy now. can't wait to see my family tomorrow. lots of things to do too since i slacked off soo much. eww. okay good night everyone!

it's a miracle!

yes everyone. you heard it. ucla beat usc. let that be known! lol, of all odds man, i honestly thought we would lose..but i guess things turned around. oh man. everyone's celebrating..but me. all my friends are at home, but it's ok, i'mma chill and just savor the victory.

all i hear is honking, shouting..and lots of honking. ahaha, everyone's have a good time and it's good. just before we start studying for finals. get crazy.

i saw david today with his sister nancy. it was fun, i gave them the tickets to go see stan lee at ackerman. lol now that i realize it, nancy is really short now! when i was younger, i always looked up because she was tall and she was more of an adult, it's weird seeing it flip flop. xD but i still look up to her, she graduated from berkeley. yep yep, nice ass school, but i like ucla better. tee hee.

so yea, pretty much chillin alone..i'm used it i guess...kinda miss talking to people.

grr..

wordpress or blogger?? =(
anywho, waiting until my enrollment time starts. i just want to enroll in chem..and that's it. i'm on the waiting list for english which is troubling me because i don't know if i'll be able to make it into the discussion section. arg.

anywho, i had a strange dream..very weird..i'm not going to post it here because it's personal. but let's just say it was very weird.

listening to death cab...i'm just a country boy lallaa..this charming maaaaan. :)
cilla went home..and now i am sad and lonely. saturday mornings doing nothing. i'm planning to study later -- ahaha, hopefully. i want to play pool though.

i guess i'll visit my cousin later. it shall be fun.

so yea, that's it for today..i need to get some brunch.

figured it out

time for a new layout after i finish finals. so exciting! :D
yay the heater works!!

i love pool/billards!!

omg..yesterday night was truly crazy. xD anywho, me and my friends went to play pool which was really fun. in the beginning i sucked horribly. i couldn't even hit right and i just kept sitting back and getting all sad. then i all of a sudden, i kicked these two guys butts!!! ahahaha, i mean these guys were pretty pro. and the asian guy was really good cuz he hit most of them in and stuff. but yea when i started hitting it, i started getting all of them in! they were crazy shots too. lol pretty amazing, you had to be there. anywho, after two games of winning them..i started sucking again but it was ok because i had a looot of fun. :) then afterwards i played with my friend and his roommate. it was really fun. :D

i heard there was no bonfire. lol, sadly, xD not going home this weekend, but i think it is for the best. my family is coming to visit at least and to pick up my dirty clothes, lol. i'll try to relax and start focusing on really studying and writing my paper. ;)