dude, give me a break

geeez. i just came back from my cluster t.a. arggg those 10 min appointments do not work. i need at least 15 min to clear up everything. first thing she does is she stares at my paper. i ask her if the thesis is ok, so she goes through the first paragraph. then she says, ok what kind of things did you want to ask me about? i'm thinking: um everything!!! and man, she just says, "be specific" make sure it has "balance". and sure thing. i just nod and keep saying i understand. but that's not enough! sometimes she can be so brief and not specific enough to point out flaws. well she does to a few, but then to an extent she doesn't really suggest much to help me fix my paper. arg...i'm so confused on what to do now. then i keep asking her questions and then she's like, "oh you're cutting into julie's time.." wtf!!! the girl before me cut into my time. no fair man. that's so not cool when i have so much more to ask her. then when you email her she gets all annoyed that people keep sending her email about stupid things that we should already know.

she didn't really clear up anything or maybe i'm just slow. i dunno. sometimes she can be frustrating. i guess i'll have a lot of peer editing and find a tutor to edit my mistakes and make sure i'm on track. but i'm scared because she's going to be grading it and i don't like how she grades at all.

talk about stress...