messy rooms...

i got up this morning and went into my room and found that my mom made a mess! arg...i was like nuuuu now dad's going to yell at me. anywho, i think my mom was just worried the majority of the time and had to communicate all the stuff she learned when she was at the ucla orientation. i was mostly nodding off and drawing a picture. i knew that she cared a lot and i had to show at least i was caring about it too or else she'd nag me to death. anywho, she's like work hard and don't overload or you'll go crazy. hahaha, i was like ok mom, i'll try not to...?? lol, then i said i wanted to use the computer and she's like why, we have to go. i told her i wasn't and then i said, mom, i think you're already turning me into a crazy lady. she laughed. then she told me she finally realized that i'll be gone on friday and she said she'll miss me very much. i thought she was going to cry too! and then i'd start crying. but i tried to be a big girl and say that i'll make it a promise to come home on weekends or whenever i can. =) she even regretted not sticking me in university of la verne or cal poly so i could just come home and sleep. now i have to admit, that would save me tons of money! but i keep telling her, you know what? how many actually get admitted into ucla? it's like a once in a lifetime opportunity! of course i'm going to take it, no matter how many loans i have to take out. that's why, it's my mission to do well in school and graduate with a degree in my hand!!! ^^