crazy

the whole moving in thing is driving me nuts. my mother constantly complains that i don't do shit around the house, which is true, but..at least give me one last day to have fun before i leave..man..it really annoys me..but i guess i got what came to me..>.<; i'll try, definitely, i don't want to waste anyone's time and money. so i have to make the most of it when i get to ucla. but honestly, it feels like my mom is setting me up for failure. she's always worrying about me..which in turn makes me worry about myself..

and i'm feeling really crappy about what happened with another person. i'll leave out the details..but let's just say i don't feel to happy about what i did and said..